My childhood strikes back

All this long I was wondering how would a reunion would be. Guest I wouldn't have to wait for another 5 more years to feel it. I just went through one 2 days ago. it wasn't much. A simple outing that celebrate all of my old friends birthday within May and June. We gather up in a public hall in my Bukit Changgang. We were heading to Sg. Congkak. This is not the jizz. (well I just wrote it down for the sake of warming up my fingers).

It's been 7 years since I meet them. whoah! dude that is awfully long. I'm pretty sure they'll should be different. (i'm assuming it's just a minor change). Things turn out to be a lot of different. to be honest only a few of them i managed to recognised. Most of them were aliens to me. (sorry guys) most of the guys I was able to recall but for girls most of them I didn't manage to recall. this is only after 7 years. i couldn't imagine in the next 10 years maybe how much would they change.

At first it was like in E.T, they were like talking in another language. the most funny thing is to be stared to be recognised. the eyes were staring right through you as if you were naked. the first 10 minutes is like everyone was like superman. scanning all the way as if you are left with only your undie on. its just odd thinking that we were friends before. now we are like strangers. imagine an alien with only his undie on n speaks in different language. scary right?

actually I want to focus only on one particular person. meeting her is like magic. its like being stab in the heart n dragged to oblivion and ressurected instantaneously. she has this aura making me anxious to know her. she's not even closed to serena vanderwoodsen. the moment i saw her i felt like my heart is begging cupid to help me this time. LoL. Her name was Atikah Razak. BTW, if by any chance she reads this hopefully she'll give me a chance. well i got her name when i asked her its not like i back door to get the name. The thing is i want to know her more being single for almost 2 years, i really lost my magic touch on women. (ayat cover padahal tkt kne reject) Yup I admit it I'm afraid of being rejected. i'm so low on self confidence. This girl i couldn't really remember from my childhood. right now the only thing i know about her is she's living in putra, studies in masterskill (taking lab thing that idk) n she is cute. 

the thing that i don't know that i really wanted to know is how to approach her?

*,*,FINALdestination,*,*

well folks, this might be the last post 4 dis year

hopefully nxt yer will be as joyful as this year

taun nie ak student IPDA jew

nxt yer (kalo dpt smbng la.. kept ur finger cross)

dpt la jdi student UPSI lak

these few year really taught me a lot of things
its such a memorable yer
my firsttime 4 dis yer::

ad moto sendiri

dari ujung rambut smpai ujung kaki ak ushe tok moto 2

kne tpu ngan awek
pergh mmg kecewe thp gaban la an
rse cm shit
-tp ak x mkn la bnd 2-

ak start bleh bepikir secare rational

ps\ ak jrg ak pikiran rational

taun nie gak ak sngkt ngan sorg minah
damn i'm soo into her
tp ats persepsi RXZ
ak GAGAL(nada A'dil)

ak pown still x decide lg tok ikot jln mane tok blik umah nie...

kepade yg membace doa2 ak slamat

ak pown skg ngah packing
ngah bubye2 ngan blik ak
yg mcm bkn blik ak

style x blik ak...
hahaha....
k la ak skg ngah tgk cte fantasy couple...
len kali la...
jumpe lg taun dpn~~~

*,*,MISC,*,*

kepada mereka yg mem"follow" blog ak trimas yg teramat...

ak menulis kali nie tok luah perasaan cket...

ak rse cm meluat anda leh bwk cursor anda ke hujung sebelah kanan n klik "X"

xzam week telah berlalu slame seminggu...

2 paper da ak lalui...

dugaan gle...

first paper da truk gle da...

ak bwk yg 50-50...

x pew lg la goreng p la kn...

msk2 second paper telingkup abis...

ad ptt ak slh format...

demmit...

feels like wanna get a colt on my head...

ak tensen menahap la kn...

sampai ak kne g becuti kt bukit merah...

sume ats jase baik dak2 Jr ak...

ak siyes apy ngan perjalanan yg memenatkn n besh gle...

ni la muke2 macho mereke...

paling ujung 2 nur,penulis,pok jat,pais,adk pan&mir

(gamba d hadapan seratas)

perjalanan ak bermula dgn perancangan 30 minit...

ak juz follow dorg jew...

dlm kol 10 mlm dorg sewa kete kancil 2 butir...

dengan ati yg cekal n jiwa yg membara kami memulakan perjalanan dari jitra yg dikelilingi banjir...

pintu air=gerbang air

kitorng yg ngan x sure jln mane yg buka mula mencuba highway...

malang sekali highway masih lg ditutup...

tp dugaan 2 x menghalang niat kami...

kami mula mengambil jalan alternatif melalui sg korok...

(korok bkn kodok)

-ak taw x lawak tp tlg la gelak tok jge ati ak-

dengan bermatlamatkn korok-jln putra-alor star kami terus kn perjalanan

pada awl nya ia seperti mission impossible sebab sg korok pula masih ditenggelami air

kami reroute ke jln pida melalui batas ban

kami berjaya keluar dari kawasan jitra demgan melalui jln bts ban

matlamat seterus nya kami JLN PUTRA

dari ayer itam kami mula rasa gumbira kerana tiada masalah

sedang kami seronok menyanyi lagu rasa sayang 

TIBA-TIBA

kami terpaksa menarik handbreak dengan sekuat hati kerana kereta kami da benti d tepi jln

dapat ku lihat dari jauh lautan manusia & kereta

jammed pale otak ak tgk jln nie pown banjir

sekali lg kami cuba menggunakan jln alternatif dengan mengunakan bts ban

akn tetapi kami termamu bile jln 2 lak da terhakis

banjir2... npe la nk nyusahkn ak...

nk joli pown ssh

nsb baik ad pakcik tlg tunjuk jln tok kitorg

mule2 agk fenin la direction die bg

tp kampung 2 mmg terbaik la kn smpai setiap simpang ad org tunggu siap tnye nk g mane lg...

tabik spring la tok dorg

kagum gle tgk org kpg 2

kire korunk juz bwk kete jew dorg tunjuk jln x yah pakai garmin

-kecian kt garmin-

nk d jadikan cite setelah dkt sejam kami smpai di alo sta

-chop2- 

jitra-alo sta sejam,,, mst korunk hengat ak tipu kn... tp nie cte btol kowt...

dari petak pak mamu smpai la petak pak anjang kitorg redah

akhirnya dugaan kitorg ikot jln kpg smpai c 2 jew...

tp perjalanan kitorg still jaoh sbb kitog bru kt highway alo sta ad dkt 100 kilo lg

nie la muke2 yg kitorg bt sbagai tande bahagia berjaya keluar dari jitra walaupown rmai membe kate mustahil

time nie kt gurun kowt da lupe

tp yg sure kt rnr la..

hahahah~~~

pastu smooth sailing la org kate...

mmg syok la

kitorg g tgk "genius"2 melayu yg pakar bikin moto dok casting tok cte superman da movie

then dlm kol 4 kitorg smbung perjalanan ke bukit merah

ak bnyk gak la tido time 2 coz radio x de

buhsan thp melampau

ZZzzZZzzZZZ~~~~

sesampai nyew d sane kami telah berjaya melaksanakan aktiviti SBE(School Based Experience)

LoL~~~

Zoo telah mengimbau kembali kenangan silam beliau di SERATAS bersama abg tersayang Zack

kenangan bermain sungai bersama-sama~~

dikenangan sehingga menitis air mata

yg pic silouet(sorry x taw spelling) yg x menjadi

haa ni la muke2 siri survival 306:edisi khas menyelamatkan diri dari jitra

perjalanan pagi ini turut membawa kami ke hotel of California

memang cantik tempatnya

tinggal di hotel California

sungguh mengejutkan~~~

-dipetik dari lagu hotel of california by eagle-

kami terus bertukar kepakaian ghost buster kami

dengan bantuan dean & faiz wincester 

kami msk ke dlm kawasan itu

ini snap shot dari tmpt 2

gmba x lawa sngt sbb EMF spike tinggi giler

time nie faiz wincester telah menabur garam disekeliling tmpt nie

AMARAN!!!

kepada mereka yg mempunyai sakit jantung jangan teliti gambar ini

haaa...

kite da nk smpai d destinasi da nie

setelah puas berjalan (silap drive)

kami mandi pg d hadapan MRSM Taiping

turut dapat dilihat disana sekawan org asli bersama ramboo nya

style x tmpt mandy pg kami

pg2 2 kitorang sarapan wrong way smpai kne tangan karam singh walia cket

tribute 2 Zoo yg lead jln

ak xtaw lak org taiping nye nasi lemak biase ad kerang???

abis terbang 250 sen ak

kejutan pagi-tanxs nur

:::WELcomeBUKtiMErah:::

muke puas lps smpai kt bkt merah!!!

periuk nasi kedah time elok

nie time banjir

teruk gle kowt

k la ak pown da pnt becerite nxt tym ak smbng blik...

banjir+bukit merah=happy

i think you're the ugliest human being ever...hmm, what do you think?

stop it~~~
jgn la puji lg~~~
LoL~~~

Ask me anything

*,*,SHEEPISH,*,*

...hari nie ak rse cm nak conteng kt blog nie...

...ak pown x taw npe... 

...juz feeling like want to do something...

...still couldn't figure it out YET...

...i felt like today is juz a breeze...

...it just flew past me...

....bringing with it is just a simple SHEEPISH smile...

...while it brings back some old memories with it...

...I really miss all my friends out there...

...odenk...

...yasha...

...tam...

...jau...

...tong...

...cai...

...apis ucin...

...kabil...

...nina...

...pink...

...sinbay...

...faris...

...along...

...apek...

...don...

...ramai lg la...

...sorry kepade yg x d mention...

...seriously shit lame x dnga cte korunk...

:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

...kpd odenk: weyh pe cte?

...yasha: cmne career basis ko?

...tam: ble ko nk turun kdh dow?

...jau: nk pinjam awek bleh x jau?

...tong: sp pe cte? 

...cai: ko da lupe membe an skg...

...apis ucin: kakak ko kawin x bgtaw...

...kabil: kabil ak nk nurse 1....

...nina: ni seko lg call beliau cm call SPENDER...

...pink: sahabat sejati. ujung taun nie dlm 15/16 10 ak trn umah ko...

...sinbay: snooke!!!

...along: smpai ati ko blas ex membe...

...apek: 1 makhluk yg x reti trun kdh...

...don: ak nk rmbut ko doe...

faris: saing!!!

...ak still ingt kt korunk...

....hope u guys remember me...

Kpd AtudismaniaX 04-08

kpd La Sallian 3 merah tahun 2006

Kpd 503 2008

Kpd SKBC 2003

kalo x sebut name sorry

*,*,KAT,*,*

...setelah sekian lame ak bersamanya akhirnya ak da leh declare...

-berkata dengan nada hype-

...agk seronok la...

...sbb da lame dlu die susah nk lupekn balak lame die...

...da dkt 3 bulan besame ak bru die declare...

...tragis glew kn...

...ak cte cket la sal awek ak nie.,.

...fav colour die biru...

...mmg 24 jam pkai bju kale biru jew...

-yg dlm 2 ak x taw la an-

...nghenghenghe...

...die umo 7 taun lg mude dri ak...

...ok la 2 kn...

...mude2 la bru lyn...

...hahahaha....

...so, nk d jadikan cte mcm2 gak la sejarah ak ngah die...

...walopown bru 3 bulan besame...

...kalo korunk ad kt tmpt ak mst ko syg gle babeng ngan die...

...awl2 dlu kuat gak la meragam...

...idop x tng jew...

...ad jew yg nk mengacau...

...first time kt batu hmpaq...

...ak tingal kejap jew ad yg da kaco...

...celake sungguh budak itu... 

...jgn ak dpt jew...

...kalo dpt nahas...

...pastu time merdeka...

...pergh mmg terbaik la...

...bpe kali da nk kantoi... 

...nsb membe baik ak tlg...

...x pew la... 

...trimas MORRIS...

...then pas rye die lg skali die bt masalah...

...die dpt sakit semput...

...ak menangis x ketahuan...

...meronta2 jiwa ak...

...seminggu lps die g ospital... 

...sakit die da truk gle...

...ak yg tgk nie teseksa...

...skg ak da taw pe rse tgk org tesyg sakit...

...die da start sesak nafas...

...pagi2 ak kte g fsk blakang die gsk2 n urut2 kot2 die leh lega...

...sblm msk wad ak da ushe mcm2 ajak die g jogging sume2 la...

--chop--chop--

-kini titisan air mata mula membasahi pipi-

-sape kate laki x de feeling-

...sambung blik...

...skg nie da dkt seminggu die klua wad...

...still die x leh bt keje berat...

...tiap kali ak tgk die begenang air mate ak...

...tiap2 titisan air mate 2 akn ku simpan agar menjadi bukti kasih & sayang ak kpd mu...

...kini beliau besame ak...

...meniti hari dlm ssh dan sng...

...kini ak da jumpe doc yg bleh ubat kn die...

...I juz need a lil faith...

...n some money to cure her...

...n faith hopefully the meds would work...

...smlm ari bahgia ak ngan dia...

...bemesra di penang...

...besame d jambatan...

...melihat pulau dari bgn ajam...

...tika itu alam bagai ak yg punya...

... walaupun masih bepantang lps operation...

...beliau ttp menemaniku...

!!!AKU SYG KAT!!!

~~~POem yang ak tulis tok die~~~

dgn harapan die ak mendengar

Tick

Sometimes life is lifeless,

 It’s wrong to blame life for that,

Speeding through it makes us blind,

Eyes need to halt,

For those who seeks the,

 life in lifelessness of life.

*,*, IhaveTHEhandOFaSURGEN,*,*

...hahahah...

...sape kate kite x leh bkak lappy sndri...

...kite boleh... 

...asalkan ada kemahuan...

...tp bkn stakat 2 jew kalo x cmne nk buka skru an...

...tol x?

...ak da 2 kali buka lappy ak...

-nada bangge SURGEN-

...sorry tetibe ad monolog dalaman cket...

...ok2...

...myb cte sal lappy ak x besh tok korunk....

...x pew2...

...ak juz nk minx pendapat korunk...

...ari kamis nie ptt x ak ponteng class...

...ak skg dlm dilema...

...fenin fale memikirkn...

...coz membe dri slango nk dtg kdh...

...guys kalo korunk baik ati tlg la bg pndpt...

...haish....

...btw... .

..ak arinie bru sda final ak lg 2MINGGU...

...demmit... 

...ak x study pape lg kowt...

...da la sume blur2....

...argh...

...ngan ISL lg...

...come on....

...tersekse gile skg jiwe ak...

...cmne malaysia nk maju oi!!!

...x pew la...

...myb ad hikmah ak da dpt taw...

...skg its time 4 me to buckle up...

...skg dtgla KAMIKAZE JOEY ramones tok menyerang buku2 tok study...'

...chaiyok2!!!